So tired...

I'm so tired... Sometimes I don't even know what's keeping me going on... I guess what's keeping me going on is my faith in our future and God. Thinking about my dear, our future, my family, and God. But I also have no idea how long I can go on like that. If one day my faith in any of these falter, would I stumble? I've been drawing strength from God, and the love me and my dear have for each other. I hope this strength will never end.